The curse of adventure is this’
You are so excited to see new places meet new people, that you forget that you will be leaving so many other things behind. A place is only as good as the people you know there, and when you realize that you’re headed somewhere where you know no one, then it makes you wonder if you should have stayed in the place where there are people you will miss. I left him, and I wish so much that I could see him. I wish I could just take him with me and we could travel the world together, seeing all the things I want to see, because he is the only person I would have wanted to share those experiences with. Usually I like to be independent, and do those kinds of things alone, without the help of others, but with him, I feel like I could do anything, I feel like WE could do anything and we could see so many of the worlds wonders, together.
But now I cannot. He is in Hawaii, I am currently in Washington, headed to California. I hope life brings me back to him, because in all honesty, I could see myself fully committed. I would have loved to have the opportunity to be his girlfriend. He even said I would have been by now if I hadn’t been leaving. I am worried he will forget about me. I know that’s wrong of me, he has every right to move on and never think of me again, as I am half way across the ocean now…but I can’t help but hope, wish, and dream, that he will not. That he will decide to be with me no matter the odds and that we will work. And he will come to San Diego to be with me.
But again, that is far too much to ask of him. He deserves to be so happy, because he is such a wonderful man. This, my friends, is the curse of seeking adventure.